Alyssum: The Voices of the Shattered Sun – Chapter Seven

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The day continued uneventfully, as thoroughly as a day can when everything is new and wonderful and yet so wonderfully dull. Wonderful, despite the very sore feet, the pulsating facial bruise, and the general exhaustion.

Pick was surprisingly easy to talk to. He didn’t seem to tire of listening to Aeo describe his life at the Gray Pale. In return, Aeo did his best to listen to Pick “speak” back to him, sometimes asking for clarification, and sometimes asking questions in his own unique way. The wolf’s mental responses were always simplistic, hazy ideas. His thoughts were more concepts and colors than solid illustrations, and almost never words. It was like communicating with a six-year-old child who could only draw pictures. When Pick’s thoughts required clarification, he would gladly and enthusiastically try. At times the thoughts would be too obscure, referencing a plant, or an animal, or an action that required paws and teeth instead of fingers and toes. These foreign abstractions were strangely refreshing to Aeo, if not utterly bewildering to have appear in his mind. It was like daydreaming completely original ideas, ones that revealed themselves from either nowhere, or deep within his own imagination. Even when Pick described the familiar hopping of a rabbit or the flight of a bird, it felt as though Pick forced Aeo’s mind to process the idea as anew, as if he’d never imagined it before. And many times, he was contemplating them for the first time, as Aeo had rarely ever been outside the inn to experience things like rain on a foggy day, or the sound of a babbling brook.

With Pick dutifully laying his head in Aeo’s lap, their long conversation drifted away into sleep as the afternoon passed by. As the dim sunlight faded from the borders of the great wooden door, the door creaked open. As it did so, Aeo awoke with a start. Pick did as well, his ears perking up. In marched the form of Leon, wrapped up tightly in a puffy mountain jacket with a great hood over his head. In his arms he carried a curiously shaped package. Or was it a curiously shaped bag? Whatever it was, he clomped his feet at the door, placed the object down before the campfire, and removed the gloves from his hands.

“Goodness, it’s coming down out there,” he said to no one in particular. He looked up at Aeo, now wearing a pair of slim-framed spectacles that truly made him look like a school teacher. “Well now, you’re sitting up in bed and everything. How are your toes?”

Pick looked up at Aeo as he answered.

“They’re itchy, sir.”

“You’re not touching them, are you?” Leon pulled off his coat.

“No, sir.”

“Good, good. I have some tonic that might help the healing process. Once you can walk, I’ll have to show you the hot springs. The cavern is filled with helpful plants and fungi that make wonderful medicines.”

Leon walked over to Aeo’s bed and knelt, placing the bag onto the floor. He unbuttoned the front flap and produced a small glass vial that contained an oily and speckled red-and-black substance. He held it up, jingled it as his eyebrows raised. He then dove back into the bag and produced a roll of cotton bandages.

Without a word, Leon lifted the fur blanket off of Aeo’s feet and examined them.

He said: “Hmm.”

What did “hmm” mean? Aeo peered over the blanket, as did Pick. His stomach sank at the sight, and Pick let out a low gutteral moan. He hadn’t actually seen his toes himself… they were worse than he’d imagined.

“Skin’s peeling a bit,” Leon said, shrugging. “To be expected. But they look more red than purple now. Certainly an improvement.”

Carefully, Leon cupped his hands over both sets of toes.

“Do you feel that?”

“Yes, sir,” Aeo said, grimacing a bit at the feeling.

“Very good, you’ve got feeling. Well, you’re itching, so of course you do. Let’s see if we can’t help that.”

Suddenly, Pick’s ears perked up again. The small door creaked open, and a tiny lonesome spherical figure hopped into the cave, shutting the door behind them. Then, a second later, the entire wooden door shuddered, and something considerably larger slowly entered. Hala and Shera. Shera’s dark eyes immediately caught Aeo’s, and then diverted away, even as Aeo’s anxiety spiked.

“Oh, hello everyone!” cried Hala. The spherical fur coat hobbled over towards the campfire, shedding itself from its host. Out stepped a foot-tall frog, cheerful as always. She was no longer clothed in a bright aquamarine dress, but a slim leather suit covered in various pockets and satchels. “My my, it’s chilly out there!”

“Evening, Hala,” Leon said. “Come on in, Shera, there’s room for all of us.”

A much gentler thought arose in Aeo’s head.

<Hello, little ones.>

Aeo’s stomach squirmed at the sight of her. He forced a small, silent wave as Pick howled. At least he was happy to see his mother.

“Aeo, it’s wonderful you’re out of bed!” Hala said excitedly. “Well, halfway out of bed, anyway! How is the frostbite coming along?”

Shera shook off the snow and closed the door, laying down in the empty corner in front of Aeo that was no doubt reserved for her. Hala stepped towards Leon and stood beside him, placing a webbed hand on his side. She gasped.

“Oh, Goddess above, it’s worse than I feared.”

<I agree,> said Shera, lowering her head to look. <What awful colors.>

“Believe me,” Leon said. “They’re in better condition than before.”

“Well!” she said excitedly. “All the more reason I’m here! Please, Leon, before you tend to those little piggies, I have a quick task for you!”

From one of her pockets Hala produced what looked to be a thin silk string. Whatever it was, it shined and reflected the firelight like a thin strand of glass. From another pocket she produced a small bit of something black like a dark pebble.

“Now, if you would, hold that end to the top of his big toe,” she said.

Leon obeyed. Hala dove down and placed the other end on his heel, making a black mark on the string with what was definitely charcoal. Aeo forced himself not to move despite the tickling sensations.

“Now the other one!”

They repeated the process with his other foot.

“Now across!” she sang, now measuring width.

“Ah, that tickles!” Aeo said, holding back his laughter. “What’s she doing?”

“I believe she’s planning on making you a pair of boots,” Leon replied as Hala hopped back up.

“Oh, don’t spoil the surprise, dear!” Hala said, playfully slapping Leon’s arm. “Well, you’re right, of course. I’m going to make sure your feetsies never have to suffer out in the cold ever again. Perhaps if I have more time, I’ll knit you a fur coat to go along with it!”

“Now, Aeo, these projects can get a bit big for Hala,” He lowered his hand as if measuring Hala, then whispered: “No pun intended.”

“Humph!” Hala said, pushing his hand away.

“But she is a wonderfully talented seamstress. She made my bedding. And my boots,” Leon said, pointing to his own feet. “And my coat. All with bighorner fleece and buckskin, provided by Shera.”

“Wait, really?” Aeo asked. “You’re gonna make me… real boots?”

“Of course!” Hala declared. “Real ones are a bit more helpful than imaginary ones!”

“But no one’s ever made anything for me before.” Aeo felt his face turn a big red. “Th-thank you, ma’am.”

“Oh, don’t thank me just yet, my dear!” Hala placed the string and the black pebble back into the pouches on her belt. “You can thank me if I do the job correctly! It’s always a challenge making clothing for great big things like yourself, and I never say no to a challenge. Now, is it feeling a bit cold in here for everyone? No? Just me? Well, I’ll just tend to the fire anyway.”

She turned towards the campfire in the center of the chamber.

“Don’t tire yourself out, Hala,” Leon said. “I can take care of—”

“Tut tut! Nonsense, you big goof! Nonsense! It’s what I’m here for. Well, the second thing I’m here for. Hah hah!”

Shera, remaining ever quiet, instinctively motioned herself closer against the cave wall, knowing what was coming. As Hala had done the morning before, the little frog leaned over the fire and proceeded to take the biggest breath Aeo had ever seen. She held it in for a moment, then lurched forward and belched a bright red flame directly from her mouth into the smoldering campfire. Along with the fire dripped a strange liquid from her wide lips that burst and crackled when it hit the ground, bringing the fire to a bright and tempered glow.

When finished, she turned to see all eyes pointed at her.

“Well,” she said, flustered. “It’s very impolite to stare.”

“In case you were wondering,” Leon said, leaning closer to Aeo. “Hala and her kind have acquired some very unique adaptations in order to stay warm. It’s quite an amazing ability. It’s also how they hunt for fish underwater. The substance they produce cooks the fish immediately, it’s quite the sight.”

“Substance!” Hala laughed at the word. “Ever the academic, Mister Sire-Loo!”

“My last name’s Sirelu, Hala,” Leon said, rolling his eyes. “’Seer-eh-loo.’ Not ‘sire-loo.’ Don’t confuse the poor boy.”

At the correction, Hala simply laughed as she tended the fire.

“Anyway,” Leon said. “As I was saying, Hala’s family live in the underwater springs and currents of Falas. They can hold their breath for hours at a time, and the unique oil they belch—” to which Hala said: “Humph, belch indeed!” “—can burn for hours at a time.”

<Pick and I are eternally indebted to them,> Shera added. <Without their assistance, we would not live nearly as comfortably as we do.>

“Oh, it’s no trouble! No trouble at all!” Hala said with a gian toothless grin. “Well, it isn’t for me. Can’t say the same my mate, Ziduf. Or his family. Or Heem, for that matter! Laziest toadies you’ll ever see! They prefer to avoid the ice and cold entirely. Rarely do they come out of the spring, the silly things.”

Leon took his time, dabbing the red substance onto the bandages and around the worst colors of Aeo’s feet. It tickled; a good sign, of course. It meant they weren’t about to turn black and fall off. As Leon worked, Aeo patted Pick on the head and looked at the purple light emanating from the candles on the opposite wall. They danced and wavered all the more apparently in the low light of the campfire, and seemed to flicker to an unseen and unfelt current of air.

“Leon, sir,” Aeo said, pointing at the candles. “What are those for?”

Leon smiled.

“Oh, those? They keep the warmth inside the cave, and keep the cold out.”

“I know. But how?”

Leon frowned at him.

“You know?”

Aeo nodded.

“I’ve seen magicians do magick like that before. Are you a magician?”

Leon actually laughed at the title.

“Perhaps a bit more than that. Perhaps a little less. I’m a professor at the Everspring Academy in Ashant. I teach abjuration and alchemy to mid-class students.”

“Abjur… what?”

Both Aeo and Pick both tilted their heads. And Aeo saw an image in his mind:

<The color red. A human man producing fire from his hands.>

“Are you serious?” Aeo asked Pick. “Leon can make fire like that? You’ve seen him?”

Leon laughed.

“No, he hasn’t. I’m not nearly as talented as that. Though I suppose if I wanted to tire myself out as fast as possible, I could probably conjure up a good bonfire.” He paused, scratching his head. “I suppose I can teach you about magick. If you don’t mind a lecture, that is.”

“And oh, how Leon can lecture!” chipped Hala.

“Yes. Please, sir,” Aeo said. “I want to learn.”

“Well, all right,” Leon said. “If you insist. I suppose we’ll start with the basics, then?”

Aeo nodded, folding his hands in his lap and offering the man his full attention. Leon cleared his throat and began:

“Magick is the manipulation of the basic principles and mechanics of the world. If you want something to change, and you understand what it takes to change it, magick can make it so, as long as your will is stronger than the forces around you. With enough willpower, you can bend the rules of the world and influence any number of things. Like summoning fire, for instance, or protecting yourself from harm. Or keeping this cave the right temperature with nothing more than a few candles and the right incantations.”

“You can change anything about the world?” Aeo asked.

“Mmm,” he hummed, thinking. “Perhaps not everything. People are notoriously difficult to change, though Goddess knows countless mages have tried. Magick is best used for simple tasks. You know, things you could accomplish with your own two hands, if you had the time. Things like boiling water, lightning candles, or cooling down a hot room.”

“But mages fight with magick, right? With fire, and ice?”

“Yes, some do. Combat arts can get very complex, however, and require a source of energy all their own. It can be dangerous to fight with magick if you ignore the proper precautions. In fact, if a mage is foolish enough, they’re more likely to kill themselves with their own spells than hurt anyone else.”

“But not you, Leon,” said Hala, her voice filled with hope. “You’re no fool, I hope?”

“Why do you think I avoid fighting?” he asked. “No, mages such as myself focus on more… mundane magicks. It’s different here, of course, in Antiell. But in Ashant, where I come from, you would call a lot of magick mundane. Not a lot of battles to be fought with fire and lightning. But laundry becomes infinitely easier with magick, as you might imagine.” He grinned. “No need to waste soap when you can simply banish the stains away instead.”

He pointed to the towels hanging from the stalactites above.

“Can anyone do that?” Aeo asked. “Can anyone learn magick?”

“Oh, certainly,” the teacher answered. “And don’t you let anyone tell you otherwise. Magick is an art, like writing, or making music. Once you understand the basics, it becomes nothing more than an issue of practice and mastery. It’s a shame so few people practice magick, especially here in Antiell. The authorities in this land do not trust their own people with such power, and they don’t trust outsiders should they flaunt their talents. I’m sure you’ve seen such things yourself.”

Aeo’s eyebrows raised and nodded. No wonder Harthon hated the magicians. He never trusted what he couldn’t personally control, and magick was certainly one of those things.

“Wait, you said lightning,” Aeo asked. “Mages fight with lightning too?”

“Of course,” Leon said. “Though you channel lightning, to be specific about it. Electricity is energy, much like fire is energy, and ice is the removal of energy. In its simplest application, magick is nothing more than manipulating power, moving heat, light, or aether from one place to another.” Then, Leon raised a finger, pausing as if remembering something. “Hold that thought.”

Leon quickly stood and crossed the room, grabbing an object from one of the crevices in the cavern wall.

“Ah, here we go. Catch.”

Leon tossed the object, and though Aeo fumbled it, it fumbled right into his lap. Aeo held it up to examine it: a glass sphere, perhaps a bit bigger than Aeo’s fist, perfectly polished and readily reflecting the flickering lights in the room.

“Oh, I do love this little bauble,” Hala said, hopping up to Aeo’s side to see the sphere for herself. “How’s it work, Leon?”

An image entered Aeo’s mind:

<The color green. A bright shining star in the night sky.>

“What is it?” Aeo asked.

“It’s called a lusphere,” Leon said, retaking his seat next to the boy. “It’s the simplest application of energy I can demonstrate.” He paused. “Well? What do you suppose it does?”

Aeo frowned.

“It… does something?”

“Oh yes!” Hala said. “It lights up, bright as the sun! Go ahead, Aeo, turn it on.”

Aeo’s nose wrinkled as his fingers felt the smooth surface of the glass. There were no marks or depressions of any kind on its surface, no wick that might hold a flame.

“I don’t know how,” he whispered.

“You only need to know its keyword,” Leon said. “And speak it out loud.”

“What is it?”

“Repeat after me: lu’vai.

“Uh…” Aeo said, feeling a bit foolish. “Okay. Loo… vai?”

In a flash, the transparent orb illuminated, like an explosive going off in his hand. He let out a shout and dropped the sphere, and to his horror, the sphere rolled away towards the campfire, its luminosity filling the cavern with the brightest white light he’d ever seen.

“Whoa, careful Aeo!” Leon said with a quick laugh, reaching out his hand to the lusphere. “It may look like a simple glass ball, but it is quite an expensive trinket!”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—!”

Instead of diving for it, or even bending down to grab it, Leon simply reached out his hand. And the lusphere responded as if it had a mind of its own, rolling back up the slope of its own accord and leaping into the man’s hand. Hala cheered, and Pick let out a quick energetic howl.

“Brilliant, Leon! I love it when you do that!”

“Whoa,”Aeo whispered. “How did you do that?”

Leon gave him a look.

“How do you think?” he replied with a chuckle, holding up the lusphere. “The more important question, though: how did you turn the lusphere on?”

“I… I said the word,” Aeo answered. “Didn’t I?”

“You did. But words alone aren’t enough to create magick.” Leon whispered: “Lu’kah.” The bright white light within the glass sphere faded, returning to its previous inactive state. He then held out the sphere to Hala, much to her confusion. “Here you are, Hala. Why don’t you give it a try?”

“What?” she gasped, taking the lusphere with two webbed hands. “But I can’t do magick!”

“You never know until you try,” Leon said with a wink.

“Well, I—” She rolled the sphere about as if trying to find an activation switch herself. “Hmm! There really is no other way to turn it on, is there? Eh, what was that word again?”

Lu’vai,” Leon said.

“Ah, right, okay then.” Hala cleared her mighty throat and held the orb in the air. “Here I go! Loo-vai!”

Aeo waited. Leon waited. Hala waited too, her eyes squeezed shut in anticipation of bright white light. But nothing happened. A single eye squinted at the orb, immediately frowning at it.

“Hmm? Loo-vai?” Hala then gently shook the sphere. “Loo-vai, you silly thing! Why isn’t it working?”

“Why, indeed,” Leon said. He gestured. “Give it to Aeo. Let’s see if he can tell the difference.”

“Well, aren’t you two just special,” she said with a sigh, handing the orb to Aeo.

“Not me, Hala,” Leon said. “The only difference between you and me is that I understand mechanically how a lusphere works. Aeo is the special one here.”

“Huh? What do you mean?” Hala asked.

“The word ‘lu’vai’ is Ashanti,” Leon said. “It means: ‘become active,’ or ‘turn on.’ When you spoke the word, Aeo, you gave the lusphere permission to access the power inside you. It is a power that neither Hala nor I possess, not by ourselves.”

Leon then produced a small trinket from underneath his shirt. Hanging from his neck was a leather necklace, adorned with a small silver charm in the shape of a diving falcon.

“See this?” Leon asked, slowly showing the necklace to everyone. “This is my spell-focus. It was a gift from my father, when I graduated from the Academy. You see the small gemstone in the falcon’s eye? That gemstone is no ordinary rock. It is crystallized aether, taken from the Everspring Well at the Academy. Without that crystal, I would be hard-pressed to perform even the most simple of magicks. I would be rather useless.”

<You require a source of power beyond yourself,> said Shera, her tail flicking and thumping behind her.

“Yes,” Leon said. “I’m afraid so. It is a great limitation of mine, one I am not proud of. It doesn’t matter how knowledgeable I am about the world, or how much I practice. If I do not have access to a source of energy, I cannot change the world with magick. To tell you the truth, it’s why I prefer abjuration. I do not have to look very far for a proper energy source, so long as I have a source of heat or light. The candles, you see. They usually provide enough heat to keep such magick active.”

Leon tapped the lusphere in Aeo’s hand.

“You, on the other hand,” he said. “Have a different source of power. Go ahead, turn the light on again. Remember the word?”

“Uh-huh,” Aeo said. “Lu’vai.

The lusphere’s light instantly flared to life, even brighter than before. Aeo had to shield his eyes from the glare, and it was Hala’s turn to shout in surprise.

“Very good!” Leon said. “I was right about you, Aeo, your animis is strong.”

“Animis?”

“Mm-hmm. It is the Ashanti word for a wellspring of power that comes from the individual,” Leon said. “While most practitioners of magick rely on outside sources of power, some beings are born with an innate power all their own. It is an uncommon trait in Antiell, it seems, though in my opinion, there should be more; it is only because the practice of magick is so suppressed. Perhaps every one in ten Ashanti children are born with some level of animis. Perhaps one in every hundred of these can exercise it before adulthood, and far fewer can do so without training.”

The color green then leaped into Aeo’s mind:

<A human boy shining light in a dark cave.>

<How fortunate,> said Shera. <That Aeo should find someone like you on this mountain, of all places.>

Leon’s smile faded. For some reason, he ignored the mephandras.

“Now, Aeo,” he said quickly. “There’s something I’d like you to try.”

“Huh?”

Leon stood up slowly and approached the campfire. If Aeo had seen his face, he would have witnessed a look of determined focus. Hala hopped over to his side to see.

“There we go,” Leon whispered.

“Oh, Leon, don’t you dare,” Hala hissed at the man. “What are you doing, put that down! You’ll catch the poor boy on fire!”

“Nonsense, Hala,” he said quietly. “Don’t worry, I am in control.”

Leon stepped back over to Aeo, his face illuminated by a strange light. No, not strange. Familiar, the very same light as the campfire. Floating between the man’s hands was a gentle flame, suspended in midair as if held in place by an invisible wick. Pick lifted his head and backed away from it with a slight whimper. Shera, for her part, said nothing, but watched the scene with greater interest.

“Whoa,” Aeo whispered.

“As I said before,” Leon said, his voice tense and halting. “Most scholars have a knack for different practices. My specialty… is certainly not elemental, so this requires… eh, more than a bit of concentration.”

Leon put his hands forward.

“Now. I want you to… hold your hands up. Like you’re warming them near the flame. Hold them up.”

Slowly, the boy lifted his hands to the flame. He felt the fire’s warmth and hoped Leon didn’t simply dump the fire in his lap.

“There you go. Put your hands together a little bit more. Good.”

Leon sighed, and the fire danced in his hands with the pattern of his breath. The man’s face twisted, as if straining to control the flickering flame.

“Aeo. I want you to imagine warmth. Imagine wrapping up in the blankets, or touching the warm water bottles. Feel the fire warming up your hands.”

Aeo imagined it easily.

“As you’re focusing on that feeling,” Leon continued. “Imagine that warmth being gathered together. Take all the warmth in your body and imagine it going up your arms and settling into the space between your hands. Can you do that? Can you imagine that for me?”

“I think so,” Aeo whispered.

“Tell me when you’re ready,” Leon replied.

Ready? For what exactly?

Aeo tried to imagine. With his hands raised to the magickal fire, he did as he was told: he imagines all the warmth in his body beginning to move. From his chest to his shoulders and muscles, down his arms, into his hands, and between his fingertips.

It was all imagination, though. It wasn’t actually doing anything. Was it?

“Okay,” he said quietly. “I’m… ready.”

“Now lift your hands. Think of the warmth between your hands, and don’t stop thinking as you lift them.”

Aeo tried. They wouldn’t move. He tried harder, straining even to pull himself away. Nothing was working, something was wrong. But then, all at once, Leon’s hands were gone. And there, nestled between his own two hands sat the small flame. It danced, back and forth. With every inhale, the flame would grow larger. And with every exhale, it would grow smaller and threaten to fade.

“I thought as much,” Leon whispered.

“Look at that!” Hala whispered excitedly, as Pick let out an airy growl.

Aeo had never seen anything as strange as this. So mesmerizing. His head suddenly felt very dizzy. But he couldn’t fall back into his blankets; the fire held him there. He watched it dance like a spinning flower, like a leaf blowing in the wind. It seemed to glow like the sun itself. His eyes began to burn, and he felt the need to close them, but he couldn’t look away. Then, as if some sort of invisible thread had been cut, Aeo could move. And he very nearly did, falling backwards and bringing the fire closer to his chest.

“Whoa, there you go,” Leon said, holding Aeo’s shoulders steady. “That’s your animis, releasing you from its hold. You’re quite good at this for a beginner, Aeo. Are you sure you haven’t done this before?”

Aeo’s thoughts burned as bright as the flame. Comforting. He remembered the dreams of the sun as the warmth fell down upon him. Not burning and unbearable, but gentle and soft. He shouldn’t be able to look upon that bright sun from his dreams with his naked eyes, and yet he could, and within it he saw all the colors of the rainbow. They were beautiful, and they burned and danced all together. He could see the flames growing ever brighter, and he never wanted them to fade.

Like the flames of the Gray Pale. They would burn forever.

[Fool,] whispered a voice in Aeo’s ear. [You could shatter yourself so easily.]

A pair of voices, in his other ear: [You will burn everything. Everything! Burn it all!]

Aeo began to tremble. He looked up at Leon; he had not heard the voices. The once-small flicker of flame did not vanish from Aeo’s hands. On the contrary, as he looked back down, the flame began to wildly grow. He couldn’t hold it. He widened his hands to better support the expanding flame, but the flames flared all the more in response.

“I can’t—!” he gasped.

“Wait, wait,” Leon said quietly, quickly leaning over. He took Aeo’s hands and slowly brought them together with his own. “Breathe normally, now. Just breathe. It’s all right. You can let the fire go out now. Close your hands, just so.”

Aeo did. With Leon’s help, he pressed his hands together, and the fire vanished without a trace of smoke.

Pick howled.

<Fascinating,> said Shera.

“It most certainly is,” Hala said with a gasp. “Leon, how did you know Aeo could do something like that?”

“Just had a feeling,” Leon said, offering the boy a comforting smile. “What do you think of that, Aeo? Want to learn more?”

Aeo stared at his now-shaking hands, breathless. He didn’t answer.

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Alyssum – Chapter Fifteen

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Three Weeks Later

Two paths had lain before the wagon, clearly illustrated by a sign at the fork in the road. As Leon read to Aeo, one pointed west to a place called “Fort Owyne”, apparently only a few scant miles from the highway itself. The other pointed towards a much more distant location called “Fort Nahzer” to the southeast. Nahzer, Leon described, was their intended destination, as it sat squarely upon the Ashanti/Antielli border. Trying to find a way around the fort itself presented a great risk, especially for a rickety wagon led by a single horse, as the fort had been constructed right in the middle of a mountainous pass. Anyone caught trying to cross the border illegally would certainly be spotted and arrested, and their wagon (and its cargo) impounded; Antiell did not toy with the strength of their borders, especially with powerful scholars and mystics regularly traveling to and from the Everspring Academy.

Now a week beyond the fork in the road, Aeo became truly miserable. The brisk speed with which Leon drove the wagon had increased, leaving them little time to rest and relax. It was bad enough that no villages sat upon the road, set as it was so close to the border of Edia. Aeo was now practically stuck to the inside of the wagon, and Leon had insisted it would be more comfortable for him if he slept there during the night. True or not, the down-filled pillows could only do so much to help him feel comfortable, cramped as he was in between the crates and boxes.

To keep himself busy, Leon had directed him to practice shielding himself against the rubber ball. Aeo could summon fire; he had little trouble with that. But shielding was a different matter entirely. He couldn’t really wrap his mind around it. Instead of focusing his animis into a single point, Leon had tried to teach him to expel his animis like a blast of wind from his hands. Laying on his back in the wagon, he would toss the rubber ball up into the air and quickly raise his hand to block it. Every so often, he would see a hint of blue light as the ball came back down. But gravity was relentless, and refused to stop as the light appeared. More often than not, the ball would end up hitting Aeo in the face or the eye. He had never considered himself talented at tossing rubber balls into the air, especially inside a rumbling rolling cart. Impressive to repeatedly hit a target over and over, perhaps, but slightly painful and annoying.

Just once, he tried creating fire in between his hands while riding in the wagon. With Leon focusing on the road at the time, Aeo thought he might get away with it. But the moment a spark fizzled in between his hands, Leon halted the cart and spun around.

“Oh no, you don’t,” he said. “No fire in the wagon. Please.”

“Sorry,” Aeo mumbled.

Now beyond Lake Darlendas, the environs through which they traveled resembled a glorious autumn forest. The leaves of the oaks, aspens, and maples had turned into bright and beautiful shades of crimson, orange, and yellow, and the delicate mountain winds made them all flutter and fly from their stems like exotic birds from their nests. While the road itself was rather flat and presented rather boring views, every once in a while the canopy of trees would part, presenting a stunning view of the entire mountain range. Snow never ceased falling on the tops of the mountain, aided by the regular late-summer storms. But Aeo could clearly see the edge of the treeline, the gulleys of tumbling rocks, rivers and streams of glittering snow melt, and grassy foothills that led to the base of the far-reaching earth. Curiously, the amount of wagons they passed on the road now came fewer and further between. Despite this, the road appeared very well-maintained, with wooden and stone bridges built over rushing waters helping to keep potential traffic moving safely.

Aeo spent a lot of time looking at Leon’s marker (with his permission, of course), surveying the surrounding landscape on the map. Speaking the word “dah-si” a few times, the map seemed to pull outwards to a great distance, leaving the wagon just a tiny pinprick of light upon the winding road. Although the map offered no sense of distance, Aeo could see several symbols clearly. One of them was surely Fort Owyne, sitting upon the very edge of the outlined border of Edia. Much further upon the eastern road was a similar symbol, perhaps Fort Nahzer. If it was, they were making great time, as only a week ago, the symbol hadn’t appeared upon the enlarged map at all. Between them was the great mountain range, and when zoomed in a little closer, Aeo could make out blue lines that marked rivers and running streams. More than once, Aeo had mentioned a stream coming up on their travels, during which Leon gladly stopped to refill their water keg. Aeo decided there was nothing more delicious than freshly-chilled mountain water, and drank more than his fair share. Unfortunately, this meant he had to take more breaks to answer the call of nature. This made Aeo anxious for repeatedly asking to pull over, but Leon seemed to tolerate it.

Chewing on a piece of dried meat, Aeo again practiced shielding himself from a falling ball. He held out his hand as if to catch it, imagining the warmth of his body bursting from his hand like a jet of warm air. And yet again, a flicker of blue light appeared. But the ball dropped right past his hand and landed right upon his nose.

“Ow…” he whispered, grasping for the ball around his head.

Without warning, the wagon came to a halt. Leon said nothing for a moment, but stood from the driver’s seat.

“Leon?” Aeo asked, lifting himself from the wagon floor. “What is it?”

“Pass me my staff,” Leon whispered. “Hide my bag.”

“Do what? Oh, okay,” Aeo replied. He climbed over a few boxes of the right side and grabbed the simple-looking oaken pole. He passed it through the front flap, and Leon took it quickly. Then, Aeo took Leon’s bag, and placed it beneath his down pillow.

Without explanation, Leon jumped off the driver’s seat. He didn’t come to the back as if to grab something, nor did it sound as though he were walking into the treeline. Aeo looked, and Leon stood beside Poro, scanning the road ahead.

Aeo saw the source of their trouble. No, sources. Four large men with swords at their belts and axes upon their shoulders had appeared from the forest, walking towards Leon with a great deal of menace. Leon did not advance, instead patting Poro’s mane and whispering a few Drael-dena words to her: “Meh-yea fel-anok dei egr-enek ya si”. He repeated it three times. Poro, seeming to understand, nuzzled Leon’s side, whinying quietly.

When the men approached close enough, Leon said: “Good afternoon, gentlemen. May I assume you are part of the Antielli highway guard?”

Perhaps the largest of the four men, who carried a very large double-bladed axe and walked with a great amount of swagger, chortled.

“Sum’fin like that,” he replied.

“What can I do for you today?” Leon asked brightly, resting his weight on his staff as if he were somehow lame.

“Well, gracious sir,” said a wiry man next to the giant. “I’m afraid this part of the highway is blocked by a mudslide. Yes, we, the highway guard, require a toll from every traveler in order to help pay for its, eh, removal, you see.”

“Indeed?” Leon said. “Well, as you can see, I’m a simple traveler heading on my way to Ashant with my young protege here,” Leon waved a hand at Aeo, who watched without breath. “Not even a merchant, I’m afraid. Would you gentlemen like a few loaves of rye bread or some dried fruit? I’d be happy to oblige.”

“Wha’s ‘oblige’ mean,” asked the giant to the wiry man.

“It means he would give it to us for free,” the wiry man said, slapping the giant. “Very kind of you, good sir, but I’m afraid we going to require a bit more than food from you.”

“What do you mean?” Leon asked, leaning further on his staff. “I don’t have any money, honest I don’t. The most I have are a few alchemy books and spare clothing. Nothing you fine men would find valuable.”

“Well, sir,” said the wiry man. “That will be up to us to decide. If you don’t offer us something better than that, my friends here…” He patted the giant’s shoulder and motioned to the other two large men. “Will have to confiscate your… rather large wagon. And your horse. All for the, eh, highway guard, of course.”

“That is unfortunate,” Leon said. “I’m afraid I can’t let you do that. I’ll tell you once: leave. T’would be a pity to have to hurt you.”

The giant, the wiry man, and the two heavies behind them laughed.

“Whah, you? Hurt us?” the giant asked. “Lemme at ‘im, boss, I’ll show this li’l bleeder how to hurt someone.”

“Ah, I suppose we should,” said the wiry man, unsheathing his sword. “Be sure to grab the boy as well, slaves pay real well in Rurali.”

“Aeo!” Leon shouted. “Sym-yattra! You are stronger than you think!”

“Wha’s seem-yatter-” the giant began to say. Before he could spit out another syllable, however, a quarterstaff connected with the side of his jaw, surely knocking loose a few molars. Without skipping a beat, the other end of the quarterstaff dipped between the giant’s legs. As Leon flew forwards to attack the leftmost brute, the staff unhinged the giant’s legs, causing the very concussed man to collapse.

“What in the-” the next opponent managed to say. Before he could even take hold of his sword’s handle, Leon raised his hand and shouted “Vai!” With a burst of violent energy, Leon’s animis exploded outwards and collided with the man’s body. Before the distorted air could settle, the man soared backwards about thirty feet, tumbling end over end until he collapsed and moved no more.

“Get him!” shouted the wiry man. With a quick downwards thrust, his sword descended upon Leon only for a blue crackle of reflective energy to catch his blade a few inches from Leon’s head. Shards of energy rained down upon Leon as he pulled to the side, jabbing the wiry man first in the stomach, then the chest, and finally, swirling on his heels, connecting a powerful blow against the man’s sword hand. The man screamed, dropping his sword upon the ground and retreating a few steps back.

At last, the brute on the right had time enough to handle his axe with both hands, and advanced to bring it to bear down against Leon. Leon nearly swung around fast enough to disarm the man as well, but to his surprise, the giant had regained just enough sense to grab Leon’s leg and pull him downwards. The brute’s axe swung hard enough to crack stone, but instead of embedding itself in Leon’s spine, the weapon shattered upon a bright blue barrier of energy, spraying almost everyone in crystals of azure light. The axe, to the man’s shock, reflected back upon him as if he had connected with an elastic shield of iron, throwing the axe — and the man attached to it — backwards.

Aeo watched all of this in shock. He never believe Leon capable of this kind of combat.

“Grab the boy!” the wiry man shouted to the brute, bending down to pick up his sword. “We’re getting paid one way or another!”

“No!” Leon shouted.

Leon brought his quarterstaff down upon the giant the best way he knew how: by thrusting the point into the man’s crotch. To his dismay, the hit connected with something solid, and not at all sensitive. The giant laughed, unperturbed.

“Nice try!” the giant sung, pulling Leon down by his shirt. “I’ll break your neck, you-”

Now face to face with the giant man, Leon performed a very different act, one he hoped he would never have to teach anyone. His eyes faded until they became one with the shadows, turning blacker than the darkest night. As if the giant were staring into the abyss itself, Leon whispered a single drael-dena word: “Sihn-mauk”.

Horror could not describe the look upon the giant’s face. Pure terror. Hatred. Madness. The giant shoved Leon away as if Leon had become a fiery demon. The giant’s own eyes darkened like Bel moon pearls, blinding him to everything and anything that did not reflect his greatest fears and nightmares. As Leon stood up, the giant attempted to claw his own eyes out: his fingernails tore bloody gashes into his face as the darkness in his eyes bubbled and seeped out like thick ooze.

Upon seeing his friend so inflicted, the wiry man took a step backwards.

“Wha… Wha’d you do to him?! What are you?!”

Leon did not respond to him. He merely leaned upon his quarterstaff and raised his hand.

“Vai.”

Leon’s animis again exploded from his body in a concussive wave, connecting with the wiry man as if gravity had decided to move sideways just for him. After flying about ten feet off of the road, the man collided with an oak tree with a audible thud, and collapsed to the ground into a heap.

Inside the wagon, Aeo knew someone was coming for him. A brutish figure turned the corner, and Aeo screamed.

“Come ‘ere, little Edian!” the man shouted, tearing the back bar off. The man reached into the wagon, grabbing Aeo by the ankle and yanking him outwards.

“No! No, get off me!” Aeo yelled, kicking the man in the head with his other foot. His kicks connected but served little purpose: the man did not react to them. With a final pull, Aeo slid out of the cart, falling to the rocky road.

“Now let’s go back to camp, shall we?” the man whispered, grabbing Aeo’s wrists. Like a sack of wheat, the man hauled the boy onto his shoulder. “You’ll be worth at least a few good meals, you will!”

“No, you can’t!” Aeo shouted. “You won’t!”

Sym-yattra. No aggression. No anger. Only concentration.

But Aeo felt anger. He felt the pain in his back and aggression towards all the men that attacked his master. Now, concentration: the only remaining necessity. Aeo closed his eyes and lifted himself just enough to place his hands upon the brute’s shoulder. Much faster than he had ever practiced, his imagination flashed like a tidal wave of heat, forcing all the animis in his body to emerge from his fingertips. Then his eyes flared open, and like a spout of pure chaos let loose, fire erupted from Aeo’s hands against the man’s shoulder like a raging flamethrower.

The brute screamed in pain, dropping Aeo immediately. The flame stuck to the man as if he’d been doused in oil, and he flailed wildly trying to pat the flames away from his shoulder and neck. Just as Leon turned the corner to the back of the cart, Aeo lifted himself to his feet. As the fire danced, so did the brute, the flames growing hotter and brighter. The more he tried to smother the flames, the more it grew, consuming the brute’s long hair and crossing his chest. For more than a few seconds, Aeo stood there, entranced by the effectiveness of the conflagration.

“Aeo!” Leon shouted. “Stop! That’s enough!”

Aeo’s concentration broke.

“No!” Aeo cried, looking at the man in the flames. “They should all burn! All of them! They’ll never hurt us again!”

“Aeo, listen to me,” Leon said. “This is not you. Don’t let your anger consume this man! The Goddess will repay them for their deeds!”

“I don’t care!” Aeo shouted back. “I hate them! I hate being an Edian! I hate them, and I hate everything!”

The man continued to scream, falling backwards off the side of the road. The long grass caught fire immediately as it grew in intensity.

“Aeo,” Leon said, almost quietly. “Do you hate me?”

Aeo paused.

No. I don’t.

But he didn’t say it.

“I don’t know how to stop it,” Aeo said quietly.

“Pull the heat back into your hands,” Leon said, walking towards Aeo. “Just like I taught you. Pull your animis back into your arms, your chest. Focus on your breathing, your desire to let the fire fade.”

Do I want this fire to fade?

For a moment, Aeo did nothing.

“Now, Aeo!” Leon shouted.

Aeo nearly jumped, sealing his eyes shut in shame. He raised a single hand towards the burning man. Rejecting the thoughts of relentless immolation, he pulled his body heat back from his hands to his core, and imagined the fire fading away. Ever so slowly, the fire that sat upon the grass began to smolder and disappear, and although the man continued to shriek, the fire that threatened to consume him faded. With this, Aeo felt completely drained, and he fell backwards upon the ground.

Leon slowly approached the man, and scowled at what he saw. The hair on the right side of the man’s skull had all burned away, his neck was black and scorched, and the thick leather armor he wore adhered to the skin across his chest and shoulders. The air was filled with the sickening scent of charred flesh, and the flames even appeared to have begun consuming the man’s face and left eye. The man spat and stammered with unimaginable pain, and tried to rip at the grass behind him to get away. His eyes stared at Leon and the boy, mouth agape.

“You brought this upon yourself,” Leon said quietly, leaning on his quarterstaff. “I can do nothing for you. If you survive, I would tell your fellows to avoid this road in the future.”

The man did not respond, inhaling and sputtering.

Leon turned, stepping towards Aeo. This time, he relied on his staff not as an act, but because he had truly spent most of his strength. He offered a hand to the boy, and Aeo reluctantly took it.

“Come,” Leon said, groaning to lift the boy to his feet. “We need to move on before more of them show up.”

Aeo looked upon the man for a moment. The more he summoned the flame, the more he understood the pain it could inflict. Harthoon died because of Aeo’s fear. The brutish man burned due to Aeo’s anger. The energy that drained from him fueled terror. The screaming of his victims and the blackened char left behind marked Aeo’s fury. He felt inhuman. Before this moment, his red hair and red eyes made him more victim than monster. But now that he could control his fire, even in the slightest degree, the monster inside him revealed itself.

And for the first time in his life, he learned that this monster had teeth.

 

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Leon said very little as the afternoon turned into evening, only speaking up a few times for water and for his marker. This only served to intensify the gnawing ache in Aeo’s stomach. The feeling didn’t come from hunger, but from the incredible anxiety of what had occurred just hours before. His falsely-righteous anger had melted into fear and then to grief. Just like Harthoon’s, the bandit’s screams rang in his ears, and blocked all desire for sleep. He ate to cure the pain, but the taste of food felt gray and lifeless. Even as the sky turned to night, his hands continued to tremble from the act they’d just committed.

Leon didn’t stop the wagon as the sun dipped beyond the horizon as he usually did; Aeo immediately thought perhaps that this was a form of punishment, that Aeo would be getting no sleep or dinner that night. He peered through the dark, watching Leon’s shadow as the cart drove on. Aeo didn’t dare say anything, or even cough, sniff, or make any noise that might draw the man’s attention.

Aeo turned from Leon away towards the back of the cart for a split second. Then, he heard a noise that sounded like a sack of potatoes falling off the cart. Aeo’s head swiveled around trying to spot the box or bag that had fallen from the wagon. Nothing appeared missing. He cleared his throat.

“Leon, something-”

He looked towards the driver’s seat.

Leon wasn’t there.

“Leon!” Aeo cried, opening the front flap. The driver’s seat was indeed empty. “Poro, bah-si! Bah-si!”

To his relief, Poro obeyed without trouble, coming to a halt. Aeo walked to the back of the wagon to look out, and sure enough, Aeo saw the outline of a man sprawled face-first in the grass just off the right side of the highway.

“No! Leon! No no no,” Aeo said, filled with desperation. Without hesitation, he leapt from the back of the wagon and ran over to Leon. Aeo did his best to turn him to his back, which required more effort than he anticipated. “Leon, please don’t die! You can’t die!”

To his surprise, Aeo heard a deep but quiet laugh.

“I’m not… dying…” Leon gasped, his breathing labored and thick with mucus. “My animis is… spent. My… bag… pink bottle… side pocket…”

“O-okay!” Aeo said, hopping to his feet. He scrambled back to the wagon, throwing the back bar down and grabbing Leon’s bag. He couldn’t see the pockets very well in the dim light, so he decided to take the whole thing. He raced back over and sat down at Leon’s side. Aeo fumbled around the bag and discovered only a single pocket on one side of the bag. After a moment, he succeeded in unlatching the pocket’s buckle, and shoved his hand inside. To his surprise, there was only one object inside the pocket: a slender five-inch bottle with a curious rubber seal in the place of a cork. The bottle itself wasn’t pink: it was the liquid within, which radiated a delicate rose-colored light.

“Can’t… lift my arms…” Leon whispered. “Need… some help… drinking it…”

“Okay,” Aeo said, and tugged at the seal of the bottle. It didn’t budge. He tried again, digging his fingernails into the rubber. No effect.

“It’s… warded,” Leon said. “It won’t… open for anyone… but me.”

“How do I…?” Aeo began to ask.

“Bring it… to my lips,” Leon said.

Aeo did so, and Leon began whispering very faintly; Aeo couldn’t make out individual words. When Leon took a breath, the small rubber seal of the bottle popped off and nearly hit him in the nose. Aeo grabbed it before it could roll to the ground.

“I’ll drink… slowly, please…” Leon said.

Aeo carefully poured the glowing liquid into Leon’s mouth. The bottle emptied, and the light faded as he swallowed without much trouble. For a moment, Leon’s eyes closed, and he simply laid in the darkness, breathing. Aeo sat beside him, watching him intently. For about a minute, the only thing Aeo could hear in the forest were the crickets that chirped away deep in the long grass.

The wagon then creaked forwards without a rider.

“Poro? Poro!” Aeo shouted. The horse was going to leave them both behind. But then, with tired grace, Poro lazily drove her and the cart in a 180-degree turn, driving towards the two humils before stopping and nuzzling her nose into Leon’s arm. “Oh.”

“Good girl,” Leon said with a nod. “Mey-naye fel-an ne. Le-jhe o-hi-ko. And you too, Aeo.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means… ‘don’t have worries…for me, favored girl’… For you, it would be… Le-jhe ohe-no. ‘Favored boy’.”

“Leon…” Aeo said, the bottle and the stopper still in his hands. “What happened? What did you drink? Was it a potion?”

“Yes…” Leon answered. “…and no. You’ll see more of that… at the Academy. It’s… Everspring aether. I should have drank it… hours ago, but… I wasn’t sure I needed it. It’s my… last one. At least I didn’t… black out. I… may have overdone it… with those ruffians. I hope… we got past their camp.”

Aeo looked around. There wasn’t a soul around besides the three of them on the road.

“Should we… hide?” Aeo asked. “In the trees?”

“Unless… you or Poro could drag me,” Leon said with an exhausted smile. “I don’t think… I’m going anywhere.”

“Um,” Aeo said. “Hmm.”

He stood up and grabbed Leon’s hand by the wrist. Likewise, he took Leon’s other hand, and, standing behind Leon, pulled with all of his might. Leon didn’t move at all.

“Ouch, ouch…”

“Sorry!” Aeo said, dropping Leon’s arms. They flopped quite uselessly down to the ground above Leon’s head.

“Hrmm…” Leon hummed. “I think… I think if Poro hides in the trees… and we remain quiet in the dark, we should… go unnoticed. At least… I had some sense to fall into the grass. You wouldn’t want to… pull my arms back down… would you?”

“Oh, yeah,” Aeo said, and did so quickly.

“Besides,” Leon said. “With the aether in me… I should be strong enough to move… before the sun rises.”

Leon closed his eyes.

“You might… need to drive, though,” he said.

“Me? But… what happened last time…”

“Poro wasn’t prepared last time,” Leon said. “With a little… encouragement, she’ll know what to do. All you really need… are the commands, and you know those. Go on… Find her a place to rest. Take my marker… so you don’t get lost. There should be… A stream some ways to the west. Unbuckle her… she knows where to go…”

“But…” Aeo said. “I don’t want to just… leave you here.”

“There’s not… much choice,” Leon said, nearly every word . “We must stay… hidden tonight.”

Aeo hesitated. Reaching into Leon’s bag, he pulled out the marker and opened it. ‘Lah-sev-rai’ made the marker illuminate in blue and green, blinding him for a moment. As his eyes adjusted, he saw himself, Leon, Poro, and the wagon as bright green dots upon a faded and thin green line of a road. And sure enough, a thin blue line to the west ran from north to south. There was little telling exactly how far away it flowed, but he would know if he started walking towards it.

“Go on,” Leon said. “I’ll be fine.”

Aeo stood, taking Poro’s reigns and pulling her gently off the road into the dark trees. Poro resisted for a moment until Leon spoke to her in drael-dena. It took a moment, Leon repeating his words two or three times before Poro finally relented. Aeo guided her and the wagon followed suit, rumbling over the rough dirt and long grass away from the road.

Poro quietly whinied and grunted, slowly following Aeo at the boy’s pace. The bumps in the long grass tripped them both up, slowing their pace further. Careful not to damage the marker (if it could be damaged at all), Aeo kept the parchment of the marker facing forwards in front of him, utilizing the light of the map to illuminate the path ahead. Once or twice, Aeo looked back in the dark to see if he could see Leon at all. Naturally, he could not. After about two hundred yards of walking, Aeo turned the map around and studied it.

Oh, not too far. Maybe just a bit farther.

Aeo saw much of Leon’s battle with the bandits. But he couldn’t fathom what made Leon so exhausted that he couldn’t move his body at all. The thought of it made him afraid of what could happen to him. In fact, it reminded him of what happened on the mountain. Perhaps the cold wasn’t what truly sapped his strength and caused him to collapse. Maybe it was the energy spent trying to defend himself. Examining both events in his mind, something bothered him about Harthoon’s attack: Aeo’s magick hadn’t conjured a mere flame like he had with the bandit. No, the fire that consumed Harthoon had been liquid in form, almost volcanic in appearance. With the bandit, Aeo simply lit the man on fire. Harthoon had been immolated. Aeo had control of himself with the bandit (though less so on his emotions). Aeo felt no control over his actions towards Harthoon. Was that the only difference? Maybe if Harthoon hadn’t been so wild and murderous, the results would have changed. Maybe if Aeo had some control, Harthoon might have caught fire, but still be alive.

But then Aeo would be dead. Right? If Harthoon didn’t stop when he did, and how he did, Aeo would have been in even more danger. Did his magick know the difference between panic and mortal danger? Were they the same thing? The inn burned down in panic, Harthoon died when Aeo panicked. But he could shield himself and set people ablaze if in mortal danger, too.

Aeo’s head hurt thinking about it, so he decided not to.

Aeo looked at the map again.

About halfway there.

Go back.

Aeo froze. Surprised, Poro paused as well, and the wagon came to a bumpy stop. Aeo held up the light of the map all around him. He saw nothing. The voice had been so close and yet so faint that it hardly seemed it had spoken up at all. Yet it had, and the hairs on the back of Aeo’s neck stood up on end. His heart pounded in his chest; he didn’t dare take another step.

It was a spirit, an apparition. Something that dwelled in the forest. Someone that obviously didn’t want to be disturbed. Surely.

Aeo, go back.

Aeo’s throat became dry, and he gasped in shock. The voice knew his name. Somehow, the voice that called out to him sounded neither masculine nor feminine. It simply was, and its direction was gentle and warm as if it had come from…

The dream.

It was the woman’s voice. At least, it had been a woman’s voice on the mountain. It sounded just like it.

“Who… are you?” Aeo called out to the darkness.

For a moment, nothing responded. Besides the crickets that sung their songs all around him and the rustling of leaves on the wind, there was no sound at all. Then, as if an icy canyon wall had cracked and fell upon an unsuspecting valley, the voice instructed Aeo more clearly:

To Leon! Go back!

“Leon?” Aeo asked, and then his frozen body thawed in an instant. “Leon! Uh, uh, Poro! I’ll be back! Wait for me!”

Poro made no signs that she understood, but there was obviously no time to lose. In a desperate sprint, Aeo raced back to Leon, stumbling again and again over rough rocks and loose dirt. There was no light to be seen towards his friend, and Aeo read the map as carefully as he could as he ran. There were many dots on the map. Two belonged to Poro and the wagon behind him. One belonged to him. And where Leon had once been singular on the road, there now shined five additional dots circling around him.

“No! Leon!” Aeo shouted. “I’m coming!”

Aeo decided that running across bumpy topography and studying cartography were two activities that did not belong together. But he needed information. What was surrounding Leon? A long, loud howl erupted about a hundred yards away. Then a second. Then a third.

Wolves.

As Aeo approached Leon’s position, he raised the map to his eyes. One pinprick of light was not moving. The five wolf dots now sensed his presence, and had moved their hunting spiral into a lurking half-circle.

“Leon?!” Aeo cried out.

“Here…”

Leon moaned above the sound of the crickets and the wind. If it were possible, Leon sounded weaker than he had before.

“Leon!” he approached, and saw Leon lying motionless on the grass. “A voice told me to come back! What do I do?!”

“Wolves…” Leon whispered, his voice faint. “I don’t… I… don’t…”

Leon’s half-conscious eyes closed.

“No! Leon!” Aeo shouted, kneeling down and shaking Leon’s shoulder. “Please wake up! Please! I need your help, I…!”

The wolves howls became louder and more distinct, and they had circled close enough for Aeo to hear their bodies rustling through the long grass. A simple meal: a wiry boy and a comatose man.

“No…” Aeo whispered, tears filling his eyes. Then his voice raised. “No! Don’t come any closer! You’re not taking him away from me! Understand?!”

Suddenly, from the dim light of the map, he saw three shadowy shapes emerge from the brush, snarling and gnashing their teeth. Black wolves with matted, bristling fur and diseased fangs slowly approached the pair, their eyes reflecting blue and green. They took low positions, tuned like feral springs, ready to strike and rend flesh from bone.

“Get away!” Aeo shouted, rising to his feet and flaring out his arms. The three visible wolves stopped their advance. Although well within striking distance, they paused, sizing up the threat level of their targets.

Aeo’s anger rose like a violent fever, rising in his chest and filling him. They chose now to attack, when Leon was at his weakest.

You’ll never take him!

“I’ll kill you!” Aeo cried, his eyes flaring wide. “I’ll kill you all!”

A bright blue sky, illuminated by a crimson star…

His animis flowed through his arms along with the adrenaline. While only partially aware, his balled-up fists began to smoke as the bones within his hands began to glow bright orange. Although he had never fought a day in his life, his anger and animis brought him an intense amount of focus. So much so that when the lead wolf leapt forward to strike, Aeo’s fist had already begun to fly. Pain shot through his arm as his fist connected squarely with the wolf’s eye, and to his expectation, the wolf’s head burst into turgid flame. Shrieking, the wolf collapsed and attempted to shake the flame off. It did not come off.

A bright sun… Brighter than heaven’s transcendent glow…

The attacks of the other two wolves were initially more successful than the first. The one on the right struck downwards and wrapped his jaws around Leon’s leg in a vain attempt to eat first. The left one lunged forwards and sunk his teeth deep into Aeo’s forearm and writhed. Aeo screamed as dark blood poured from his torn skin. In response, Aeo wrapped his sore hand around the wolf’s maw. The wolf did not detach from Aeo’s arm right away… at least, until Aeo’s hand produced a thick oil-like substance from his fingers that burst into flame and began scorching the fur and melting the wolf’s face.

With two wolves thrashing upon the ground, Aeo dealt with the third. Bending down, the bright fiery glow of his hands muscled the gray-black wolf’s upper and lower jaw away from Leon’s leg and upwards with power Aeo had never experienced… and filled its mouth to the brim with a raging inferno of lava. The wolf’s deafening scream sharply defined itself despite the gurgling of the magickal stream of plasma.

He reached his hand to the sun, never quite touching it…

By this time, the first wolf had retreated as well as could be expected as a bonfire raged across its face and back, and the following two were on the ground in their death throws as the thick fire crawled across their faces and down their throats. The two other wolves then appeared, completely unaware of what had occurred with their pack mates. They growled and spit, ready to pounce and devour.

But this time, his fingers touched the sun’s glorious face… It was beautiful…

Aeo’s eyes erupted in a white-hot fury as he held his hands towards the two remaining wolves; he could see them both, the forest, and the mountain as clear as day. Before the wolves could react, the boy’s hands exploded in a short-lived but violent torrent of fire. Both wolves were consumed, their entire bodies set ablaze as if thrown into a crucible of molten iron. They threw themselves backwards and rolled along the road to extinguish the flames from their fur, but there was no extinguishing a fire they did not control. Instead, they retreated into the long grass, leaving a trail of embers behind them.

May we meet one day… You and I…

Why not now?

I will be here when you need me…

I don’t understand.

You will, in time…

There was no more noise in his ears. The light from his eyes faded to black. The adrenaline wore off, and the animis from his arms and chest released and became nothing but a void. Blood dripped freely from his arm. The fires that had consumed the wolves extinguished themselves, and Aeo felt free…

Until the ground hit him in the back of the head.

Alyssum – Chapter Eleven

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Lies came easy to Master Leon Sirelu. Perhaps not lies… Exaggerations. Truth was flexible, especially when it needed to be.

He hadn’t been lying about the plagues spread along the southern coast of Ashant by depraved sky pirates, nor about his attempts to discover a cure on Falas. But so were fifty or so other Academy scholars that travelled the Antielli continent on research and diplomatic missions. Such evocations arrived to his marker every two or three weeks, but served more as general requests for information and advice than required tasks. He could have chosen a dozen other subjects, but the one about the plague seemed desperate and immediate enough for the situation: it gave him a verifiable purpose based on recent events, and one that wasn’t an outright lie. Besides, if Leon had discovered some mystical fungus or root in or around the mountain that served as an instant remedy for a very specific and unnamed disease from a very specific villainous source that afflicted a very specific race of people, he would have been quite shocked.

He had little hope that the hunters or villagers would stay off the mountain for five full years, or even attempt to discover and hunt more great wolves (if there were any remaining on the mountain). But even if they did, his planted “information” about the wolves moving west along with a good snowstorm to conceal lupine tracks would put the hunters off of Shera’s trail for good.

Even he had to admit, lying about Aeo and the wolves had been a calculated but incredibly risky gamble. If the scholar had ever witnessed Leon through Aeo’s eyes, none of Leon’s story about living in the forest would have connected with the truth. But Pick had remained at Aeo’s side almost every day for hours at a time, making him the most likely being of observation besides Shera and himself. The sole facts that the scholar seemed so excited and the constable so unfamiliar with Leon and his story – along with them not immediately clapping his wrists in irons – gave him a fairly quick tell about what they did and did not know.

They already knew Aeo was powerful. But, truthfully, abused and powerful made for a more dramatic tale and cast the boy as a victim of circumstance instead of a vicious killer. Leon couldn’t have expected pity or sympathy due to Aeo’s race, of course, but it made them see that Aeo wouldn’t be worth the trouble to execute. After all, why not place some wonder in their minds as to whether they could even touch the boy without bursting into flames? To think the academy scholar actually believed the little white lie about Aeo repeatedly burning Leon almost made him grin.

The joy faded from his success when he ruminated upon the price he’d just paid. He’d just given a priceless piece of the Everspring into the greedy hands of the San’Drael Academy. No doubt the headmaster of the Academy would see to the stone’s study personally, which did not bode well. A prideful humil man named Edmund Bosik. Leon had only heard stories of the man’s work, but it was all terribly grim. Some of it involved the study of living Edian slaves in some vain attempt to differentiate them from the Antielli populace. What would he choose to do with a better understanding of a rival’s power? What new subterfuge could Antiell Academy scholars – or worse, the mercenaries they employed – inflict upon Ashant and its sovereignty should they learn how to undo Everspring enchantments?

Leon didn’t honestly know if they could even study the stone; yet another gamble. Created to expend all of its energy in a single powerful burst, the stone was never meant to provide a slow trickle that could be unwoven and thoroughly examined. With their narrow-mindedness and lack of vision, they would surely glean little about the nature of the Wellspring. But one thing was certain: Leon had no plans to report the crystal’s trade to the Academy. Besides, this was a personal deal instead of an Academy-sponsored donation, no matter how often he’d used his title to sound credible.

The good constable’s observations were astute enough. What am I getting out of this deal? A freed slave and the reconstruction of some burned-down backwater?

In the very least, Leon purchased for Aeo a better future, one where he could decide his fate away from the prejudice of that terrible country. And at the very most… He shook the optimism out of his head again. Best not think of such things now, he thought. Cart before the horse, eggs before they hatch, and all that. Still too much to do. Aeo has yet to even control a flame on his own, much less defend himself.

Leon had left his pocket watch in the cave with his bag; he had no idea of the time when he finally worked his way up the mountain. After waiting in the woods near the destroyed village for nearly an hour, he’d taken a terribly convoluted path without the aid of a light in case anyone from the village had attempted to follow him. Fortunately, he had a clever trick for overcoming near darkness: a small piece of polished opal hung between a length of leather just the size of Leon’s forehead. Wearing it much like an eyepatch, the opal rested against his right temple. Upon it, he transfixed a tiny green glowing glyph that illuminated the path before him as if it were broad daylight.

He avoided the clearing of Shera’s carnage, opting to work his way up the mountain on a northerly route. No trails on the mountain offered a simple way up, but once he breached the treeline, the bare snow gave him a fairly clear path. To wander the cliffs of Falas unaided by climbing equipment was a fairly foolish idea, but Leon had discovered perhaps six or seven avenues up the mountain that hadn’t been covered by steep rock slides or sheer vertical walls. Regardless, Falas demanded patience and an able body, of which Leon had both. The cold no longer bothered him, though the thought of poor Aeo traversing the mountain in nothing but rags made him marvel at the boy’s determination. Or desperation, whichever it was.

When he finally saw the light of a cave in the cliffside some hours after his climb, he paused before entering to gather his thoughts. Somehow, in the hours of the morning, he would have to find his horse, Poro, which enjoyed resting far into the bighorn cave, retrieve and harness Poro to the cart that hid in an alcove some hundreds of yards away from the caves, and store as much alyssum and equipment as he could into the concealable containers that were built into the wagon’s frame. Both his mind and body yearned for rest. He wished Aeo could help him, but as he finally stepped into the cave and laid his eyes upon the boy, he knew it wasn’t meant to be. Bundled up beneath the furs, Aeo slept peacefully as Hala sat beside him.

She looked up in shock at the man entering the cave, but relaxed as Leon removed his hood.

“Leon,” Hala whispered, hopping over to him. “Is everything all right? Where did you go? What did you do?”

“I went down to the village,” Leon said, bending down. “I paid a heavy price to ensure Shera would not be followed, and that Aeo could walk free. Is he okay?”

“The poor dear is sleeping,” Hala said, looking back at Aeo. “He has been for a few hours. But what did you do? What price? I’m afraid I don’t understand.”

“I convinced the leaders of the village that it would be in their best interests to leave the wolves alone, allow Aeo to remain in my care, and focus their efforts on rebuilding their homes,” Leon said. “I gave them a very special artifact in return for these promises. Something very dear to me. Something that my… that my father…”

He shook his head, placing both hands through his hair.

“Have I gone mad, Hala?” he asked. “What am I doing? I’m afraid all of the decisions I’ve made in the last two years… and especially the last two weeks… will inevitably end in complete disaster. I’ve worked so hard to find this place, to discover… And now that I’ve found it, I don’t know what to do… I’ve destroyed Pick and Shera’s life, I’ve left everything vulnerable and exposed, and…” He trailed off, and to both Hala and Leon’s surprise, Leon suppressed a sob and fell silent.

“Leon,” Hala said, taken aback. “I’ve never seen you this way before.”

“I’m sorry,” he said, clearing his throat. “There is so much I wish I could explain. About why I chose to come here. About why the boy…”

Leon looked across the cave at Aeo.

“…why he must be the one to help me. Hala, if only you could view my thoughts like Shera did, you would think me the most desperate, despicable man on the face of Tiathys.”

Hala lept from the floor and collided against Leon’s chest with both hands before landing sharply back against the stone floor. Leon nearly fell backwards.

“Now you listen to me, Leon Sirelu,” Hala said, her voice sharp but quiet. “Desperate is the last thing you are! You are gentle, patient, and kind, one of the most intelligent beings I’ve ever known! You have kept all of us safe, and that is the least despicable thing I’ve ever seen in my long years. I don’t know what your intentions are for young Aeo, but I know there’s no one I trust more than you to care for him.”

“I don’t know if I’m ready,” Leon said. “I may be a master at Everspring, but I fear I’m preparing Aeo for a life of conflict and sorrow. No child should ever see death, or cause it… And I fear that Aeo saw too much today. You should have seen the village, Hala. It’s gone, there’s nothing left. How can I guide him when my powers are so frail? I’m no elementalist, I’m no warrior. I’m a glorified apothecary, at best. And worst of all, I’m no father. My own father taught me a terrible example, and I fear I’ll do the same.”

“Leon,” Hala said. “I don’t know your father. But I know you, the way you speak, the way you teach. You’re not frail. You’ve only known the boy for a few days, and he already trusts you. Trust yourself, like he trusts you. If you can’t be a father, be his example. Apothecary or no, you always have the right answers.”

“And if my answers end up damning us both?”

“You’ll think of something, my dear,” Hala said, twisting her whisker. “You and Aeo have already conquered this mountain. I think you’ll be able to conquer anything together.”

Leon shook his head again and fell silent for a moment.

“You know,” he whispered. “If this advice were coming from anywhere other than a frog… One day, you’re going to have to tell me where all of this wisdom comes from.”

“Ha!” Hala said, folding her arms. “As I’ve told you, it’s motherly instinct!”


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Aeo’s eyes opened. Damp stalactites greeted him, reflecting a dim white light. No dreams had come to him that night. Perhaps the stalactites were the dream. Maybe the image of Pick’s body lying prone in bloody snow had simply been a nightmare, and the giant pup would be happily dreaming in his corner of the cave.

Aeo looked. He saw the collapsed wooden door and the gaping cave entrance flooded with morning sun rays. Gone were the charms and candles that once lined the cave walls. The boxes of supplies had disappeared as well. He saw the burning embers of the campfire… then Pick’s bed of furs. But no Pick. Aeo envisioned him playing outside in the snowy morning air, carefree…

He thought he’d cried enough. He thought he couldn’t feel anything anymore. But seeing the empty bed left a hole in his heart, and he wallowed in a shame he’d never felt before. Tears filled his eyes as his face contorted, and he bitterly accepted the pain that emerged from his ribs, stomach, and bruised eye as payment for his stupidity. If he’d only stayed at the Inn. If he’d only accepted his fate. He would have never known Pick, or Leon, or Hala, or Shera, Harthoon never would have died, Aristé would have continued barking orders at him, and everything would have been…

“Aeo, dear?” came a voice.

Aeo didn’t try to hide his tears this time. Everything hurt too much to conceal anything. With his eyes shut tight against the newness of the day, he sobbed desperately for the suffering he’d inflicted on everyone he knew.

“No, Aeo… Please, dear,” said Hala’s voice. “Please don’t cry… You must save your strength for today.”

“It’s my fault,” Aeo whispered. “It’s all my fault…”

“Aeo, please…”

Her voice faded as a pair of boots entered the cave from outside.

“Everything is ready,” came the weary voice of Leon. “At last.”

“Leon, it’s Aeo,” Hala said. “Please, tell him none of this was his fault. Tell him, Leon…”

Aeo refused to open his eyes, even as the boots approached him and the man wearing them kneeled beside him. In fact, his sadness doubled upon itself and he curled sideways away from the man and the frog, clutching his chest, unable to breathe. No one said anything for a moment as Aeo heaved, his stifling sobs emerging from deep within.

He felt a hand rest on his arm.

“Aeo,” Leon said. “Only Tiathys knows why things like this happen, or even why they happen the way they do. So much of this world is cruel and unfair…”

Aeo breathed for the first time in several moments.

“I know you hardly know me… And there’s so much that I don’t yet know about you. But I want you to trust me. Trust in your good memories. Pick wouldn’t want to see you this way, Aeo. He would want you to be happy. Remember the color green; it was his favorite color, the first color Shera ever showed to him. He hated blue and purple.”

The lump in Aeo’s throat grew larger, and the tears dripped sideways onto the fur blankets.

“I want to teach you, Aeo,” Leon said. “I want to show you that the Goddess gave you your life and your power for a reason. A good reason. Will you let me do that for you?”

The hand on his arm gently turned Aeo to his back again, and Aeo meagerly rubbed his eyes with one hand. For a moment, Aeo allowed himself to regain a small measure of calm, and he carefully looked upwards upon the spectacled face of his mentor.

“Why?” Aeo asked with a whimper. “Why do you care about me?”

Leon’s face melted into a confident smile.

“Because,” he said. “You’re just like me. Unsure of yourself. Afraid. You just need a chance to prove otherwise. You’re worth saving, Aeo.”

Aeo wasn’t sure, but Leon might have given Hala a knowing nod.

“And if I’m the first person you’ve ever heard say that to you, then prepare to be surprised… Because we’re going to a place that is filled with masters just like me that will care about you in much the same way.”

“Aeo, dear,” said Hala, resting a webbed hand on his arm. “In just these few days I’ve known you, you’ve become precious to me as well. Perhaps it’s simply the mother in me, but I know you’re going to grow up to do incredible things. Remember, fire doesn’t just destroy. It cooks food, it lights up dark caves, it brings warmth to everyone around it. You’re going to become a light to everyone you meet. Pick would like nothing more than this, I’m certain of it.”

Aeo’s heart continued to burn at the thought of the young wolf, but his tears slowly stopped falling. Leon was right; he’d never heard this before. It didn’t seem right. Surely Leon and Hala spoke of someone else. Someone who deserved happiness. But no, as he opened his eyes again from wiping his eyes, Leon and Hala both looked right at him.

“Come on,” Leon said. “The open road awaits us, and we have a long way to travel. Do you think you can stand?”

Aeo frowned, wincing at the pain.

“I don’t know,” he answered honestly.

“No, it’s okay, Aeo,” Leon said. “Don’t try, I’ll carry you to the wagon. It’ll be a bit bumpy and chilly until we cross the mountain, but you’ll be able to rest as we go.”

“Don’t forget his fur blankets and pillow,” Hala said. “Those are absolutely his to keep. But what about Pick’s furs? Will you be warm enough without taking them? If he and Shera truly aren’t coming back, then perhaps…”

Leon sighed.

“No,” he said. “It wouldn’t feel right. If they do come back when things are more peaceful, they’ll have a place to rest.”

Parting his fur blanket, Leon bent down and lifted Aeo into his arms with surprising ease. Then, stepping into the light beyond the mouth of the cave, the temperature plummeted as the wind curled delicate particles of ice about, sapping his body heat away almost instantly. But Leon didn’t have to carry him far. A large wagon with a shallow canvas covering awaited only a few yards from the cave, harnessed to a large and powerful steed he didn’t recognize.

“Aeo,” Leon said, stopping a moment in front of the horse. “This is Poro. She has enjoyed living here almost as much as I have, although I daresay she hasn’t had proper exercise in quite a long while. We’ll have to keep our pace slow but steady.”

The horse turned her head to look at Aeo and Leon, pushing her long snout into Leon’s arms and Aeo’s side. Aeo reached out an arm and gently patted the mare’s forehead between her eyes.

“Hi Poro,” he said quietly.

Poro grunted. Her hot breath visibly escaped her nostrils, whipping away in the cold air.

“I tried to leave you as much room as I could,” Leon said, stepping towards the back of the wagon. “All the crates and boxes are secure, but just so you’re aware, there are a few hidden compartments with preservation wards to help keep the stored ingredients fresh until we arrive at Everspring. So if you find them, try to keep your fingers away from the wards… It might dispel them and spoil everything.”

“Dis-spell, s-sir?” Aeo asked.

“Make them vanish,” Leon said.

“Oh,” Aeo said. “Okay.”

“Oh, and if anyone on the road asks what our cargo is, you probably shouldn’t say anything. I can do the talking. I’ll simply say I’m your new master. Which, I suppose is true, I am an Academy master, not your… well, you know what I mean.”

Awaiting him in the center of the wagon floor between the many crates lay Leon’s fur bedding. Fortunately, just enough room for Aeo. Unable to carry him further inside, Leon placed Aeo through the wide opening of the cart, allowing Aeo to grit his teeth and haul himself deeper in. The canvas did little to keep the chill at bay, and the pain in his eye and in his chest consumed his strength, but Aeo successfully motioned himself backwards until he sat upon the blankets.

“I’ll be back with your-”

“Leon! A little help?”

Leon looked and bent down for a moment. When he arose, he held in both his hands the spherical shape of a thick-jacketed lady-frog. She hopped from the man’s hands and into the wagon just in front of the boy.

“I’ll be back with your blankets, Aeo,” Leon said, and he disappeared back to the cave.

“Oh, it’s so c-c-cold,” Hala said, clasping her arms around her. Aeo did the same, rubbing his bare shoulders. “Will you be all right, Aeo? Truly? It pains me to see you leave like this. I feel as though I’ve done so little to help you…”

Aeo’s eyebrows raised.

“But…” he said. “But you made my boots.”

Aeo looked down at the floor.

“It’s the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for me.”

“Oh, that I had time to do more,” Hala said, stepping towards the boy. “It was my pleasure. That anyone could make such a kind boy a slave is beyond me.”

“It’s my red eyes,” Aeo whispered. “And my red hair. I wish they were normal. Then people wouldn’t treat me different.”

“Well, you know something?” Hala said, inching closer. “When I was young, I wished I could be a great wolf instead of a tiny frog. They were so strong and powerful, so capable… Just like Shera. But I learned I could do things with my webby fingers that their paws and teeth couldn’t. Like sewing, tanning, and sketching.”

Hala lifted a finger.

“So you remember, young humil,” she said. “Your eyes and your hair don’t define your talents, and they don’t define your heart. Learn all you can at this Academy. Discover what you can do that nobody else can. And please…”

Hala wiped a tear from her eye.

“Promise me you’ll take care of Leon. I have a feeling he’s going to need your help just like you need his.”

“My help?” Aeo asked. “But he’s so… sure and right. All the time. How could I help him?”

She leaned forward and, to the boy’s surprise, gave Aeo a gentle hug, opening her arms around Aeo’s chest as wide as she possibly could; her stuffy round coat got in the way.

“Just be good to each other,” she said to Aeo. “I don’t know what you believe, Aeo, but I know the Goddess is watching over you. Both of you. You trust in Her, and she’ll guide you to safety.”

Aeo sniffed at the cold air and realized something.

“I’m going to miss you,” he said quietly, wrapping his arms around the frog as best he could.

“And I’m going to miss you too, my dear sweet boy…” Hala said. “I know we may never see each other again, but if you ever decide to climb the mountain, you come find me. I’d love to hear about everything you learn.”

“I’ll come back,” Aeo said. “I will, I promise…”

Leon appeared and dropped an armful of fur blankets into the wagon, along with his personal bag.

“I suppose it’s time,” he said.

Aeo released Hala and she pulled back after patting Aeo’s cheek. Stepping onto the furs, she hobbled over to Leon and gave him an embrace as well.

“I don’t care if it takes you a lifetime to return,” Hala said to him. “I want to see your face again. You come back, understand?”

“I’ll try, Hala, you know I’ll try,” Leon said, hugging her. “If only to make sure you and your family are still safe.”

Leon lifted Hala again and bent down to place her upon the snowy ground. He then slid into place a wooden slat to the opening of the wagon to ensure nothing fell out. Aeo didn’t see Hala for a moment until she stepped back far enough to look past it.

“You two travel safely!” she shouted above the wind, waving her hand and hopping up and down. “Look after each other, now! Good-bye! Stay warm! Make sure you get plenty to eat! And plenty of rest!”

“We will, Hala!” said Leon, disappearing to mount the front of the wagon. “Good-bye!”

Aeo covered himself in his fur blanket and waved back at the small frog. After a moment, the wagon bucked forwards, rumbling across the icy earth. Hala began to fade into the snowy morning, waving all the while.

“Good-bye,” he whispered. When Aeo could no longer see Hala or the cave, he laid down and buried himself in his fur blankets and began to cry.


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